Newbie Mission Journal

[vellers]

Hey man,

     We all have our moments.  Sounds like you have been pushing your sets farther.  Keep up the good work.  We are all here for you.  I learn everyday.  Some lessons are more painful than others.  The only piece that I see missing from your game is the one that says "I can handle this.  Whatever is thrown my way."  You will get there and we will support you.  

    Now.  My guitar analogy.  I have always been told I am tone deaf and that I couldn't learn an instrument.  I recently bought a guitar and have busted my ass trying to learn a few songs.  I am by no means preparing for my MTV solo.  But I have learned a song or two.  I have to struggle for each one.  Note by note.  I may not be performing at a recital anytime soon but there is music in the house, and I play it.

Vellers

     P.S. Congrats on your rebound from the Tumor.  You have strength that many do not possess.

[sunslayer]

I feel like I am headed to Las Vegas. Its going to be fucking awsome when I get there. I am going to play poker, fuck hot bitches, eat awsome food, stay out all night and have a blast. The problem is that I am on foot. I am fucking walking. I have walked for about 2 months now but I am still in Wickenburg. That a long fucking walk for me, about 60 miles I think, but I am a long long way from Las Vegas and picking up a hot little Vegas Spinner.

Great metaphor. I'm still in Surprise (or maybe Sun City, UGH!).

That is a really inspiring story about the tumor. I'm glad you overcame it. I had a similar experience fuck with my inner game.

[Smooth]

Dude,

You are way to hard on yourself, the chicks want to fuck you too.  If you believe it they will come and keep coming again and again!!

You will get to Vegas, but don't forget to enjoy the trip there, you could miss out on fucking a chick in the grand canyon.



Anyways, thanks for all of your input I have learned a ton of you, and you helped me uncover and start working on my sticking points, I am still working on giving affection too early, making them earn the right to touch me.  I'ts fucking fun telling a ten not to touch me they have to earn it first, you can see an alarm go off in their eyes, like what the fuck guys to do this to me.  

You also pointed out my need to qualify, it seems like chicks want to move right past qualify and start touching and kissing and shit.  I need to make them earn it, it's fucking hard, I did it last night and set up a followup with a hottie hired gun, thanks to your advice.  She's atleast a 9 maybe a ten, hard to tell anymore they are all starting to kinda look the same.

[asmokindeal]

She's atleast a 9 maybe a ten, hard to tell anymore they are all starting to kinda look the same.

That funny that you say that because they do all start to look the same....they fit into 2 categories
1.  I would fuck the shit out of that :twisted:
2.  All the rest   :wink:

It's not really all that simple but a couple of times a day when I am out I will see a chick that just makes me want to touch myself.  

You have really helped me learn a lot about how to "Be" when we are out.  I got the "DO" going in the right direction but the "Be" is the hard part.  (BE,DO,HAVE).

I know that if I could get down half of what you got (non-verbal communication) then my next magic trick would be showing a chick how to burry a bone without diggin up the yard

Thanks for all of your help.  It really means more than you know.  And thanks for putting up with me when I start being a little bitch.  That shit is not going to happen anymore.

Later

Asmokindeal

[asmokindeal]

Last night I went out with Vellers to Mill avenue.  We walked around and I opened a few mixed practice sets.  I am finding that this is key to my success for the night.

We walked around for about an hour and a half and we came across HB6 & HB8.  HB8 was pretty cute and fits the mold of the kind of chick that I like.  I opened the set and it took me a little longer than usual to get them to hook and show me even minor IOI's.  

Finally they started to laugh at one of my routines and shortly after that Vellers interjected (Thanks bro).  I don't remember exactly what he said but it was money and I went into my venue change patter.

I told them that I had something really really cool to show them and that they could tag allong if they wanted.  they followed us into a coffee shop and I proceeded to deal some chick crack.  HB8 was so nervous that it wasn't working and she was very uncomfortable.  I now realize that I should have qualified her before I started into my chick crack routine.

I could tell that HB6 looked a little bit more relaxed so I ran it on her.  She loved it and did awsome.  I continued into anouther chick crack routine that involves plenty of hand holding and arm and hand touching.  She was hooked and at one point she said "this is addicting"

That is the point where I should have arranged for a day 2.  

I read her palm and said "did you have a bf back in Michigan" (where they had just gotten in from.  ASU Freshman).  She said yes.

One if not both were defenantly in relationships and they were small town girls.  They were both so nervous for the first half hour of the "instant date" that I could see their hands shaking.  These girls had just flown in from small town Michigan to come to ASU and had probably never been approached by strange dudes on the street showing them crazy mind game shit.

At some point the vibe changed and they said they had to go.  My number close attempt went down in flames as I expected.  

All in all I had a blast.  They were fun girls and I really enjoyed myself.

Vellers is the fucking man.  He is one of the coolest cats I have ever met.  We really get along good and he has helped my game immensely.  I hope to sarge a lot with him in the future.

Later

Asmokindeal

[asmokindeal]

This afternoon while I was riding my mountain bike at Papago Park I got to thinking about all of the IOI's and ISWTF (Indicators She Wants To Fuck) that I have had over the last 10 years.

I believe it will be helpful for me to write these down and review them often to keep my frame positive.  I am only listing the ones where I can still see it in my mind like it was yesturday.

"Did you bring a condom? :wink: " Maurine, 1995
"Do you have any condoms?" Maurine, 1995
"Why don't you bring some Condoms" Maurine, 1995
"Bring some condoms when you come over"  Maurine, 1995
"I'll make you cum in 10 seconds" Julie, 1996
"Does that feel good?" Julie, 1996
"FUCK ME!!!!!!" :twisted:  Julie, 1996
"The first time we do it are you going to fuck me or make love to me?"  Julie, 1996.
"If I asked you to make love to me what would you say?" Julie, 1996
"You are really good looking" Jules, 1999
"I am going home with you tonight" Jules, 1999
"Hey sexy!" HB7, 2006 Mill Avenue
"Your a good looking guy" HB6, 2006 Denny's
"You know what's up  :twisted: " HB8.5, Crown Room, 2006
"You have a really beautiful smile" HB6, Crown Room, 2006
"Call me at 2:30am when I get off of work" Amanda, 2006
"Call me at 1:30am when I get off of work" Erica, 2006

Holly shit I feel like money!!!!  I highly recomend doing this.  Seriously I feel so fucking good right now.  I can't remember the last time I felt so fuckable!!!!:)

[asmokindeal]

Last night was pretty amazing. (Long, but please read)

Went to mill to sarge solo.  Walked around for a little while and couldn't get into it.  Felt lots of AA.  finally went back to my car and turned on the AC and just sat there.  I didn't want to sarge but I didn't want to go home either.  20 minutes later I was feeling a little better.  

Headed to Q.  Quick walk through...no targets
Over To Zuma's  Ditto

Up To Rula bula...Walk through and no targets inside.  Head out back to the patio area.  Immediately see 2 beautiful HB's sitting in a quite area on the patio.  HBdrunk8.5  HBsmart8.5 Without skipping a beat I walk right over to them.  I pointed my body away, false time constraint and two part kiss opener.  Anouther time constraint, Who Lies More.  One last time contraint as I grab a chair and sit down and go into G-string story.  I am on my way into A2.

Go into Best Friends Test and I start to see the Attraction train start to build momentum.

I run the ESP experiment, miss first num hit second number.  Bust out anouther mind reading gambit and lead them both the same exact answer.  They were both exhibiting IOI and giving me the doggy dinner bowl look.  I start doing light kino touches to HBDrink Who is my target.

HBSmart really liked all of the mystical stuff so I busted out my last routine and did anouther chick crack personality test.  Went over ok.  They really liked my patter story to follow it up.  They both at that point started flooding me with questions.  What I did for a living, if I was a magician, what I thought about different metaphysical concepts.  

HBDrink said she had to meet friends at Tavern and we should all walk over there.  HBsmart said "I don't like them, lets stay here".  We finally started walking over to the tavern.  On the way HBDrunk made a comment about her funny toe.  I looked at it and said "I wonder if you can read feet.  I can read palms"  They both at the same time thrust their hands in my direction and beg to be first.  I read both of their hands. I stand next to them and put my arm around them one at a time and read their palms.  They can't get enough.

We continue to the tavern.  As I walk through the entrence they say they need to go to the bathroom but HBSmart sais "I really want to talk to you".  Right as they turn inside the move away to reveal (like fucking magic) Smooth and Limitless standing there smiling at me.  We all are happy to see each other and socially proof one anouther.  We talk about my next move and 5 minutes later i see them come out of the bathroom and walk away from us into the Tavern.  We talk more about my next move and decide I should find HB9.5 that my long time friend of 20 years introduced me to over at Zumas (Waitress from the Library) and was walking around her now, and merge here into my set.

I find the hot hot little HB9.5 and say is Friend20 still around?  Her:  No he is over at X.  Me:  You need to meet two of my friends.  

She was very receptive and we walked through the Tavern to find them.  They are at the outside back bar.  HBSmart immediately turn around and lights up.  I intro them and they are all smiles and HBSmart Sais he is amazing.  Smooth and Limitless continue to social proof me and HBsmart asks HB9.5.  How do you know him? (me)  HB9.5 said from meetin me at Zumas a while ago from Friend 20.  

I put my arm around HBsmart from the side and give her a little squeez hug.  She melted into me when I did it.  She almost put her head on my should but she didn't.  I let go of her and at that point HBdrunk turns around from the bar.  She lights up and puts her hand back out for me to read.  I didn't read but gave her a hug.

HBSmart sais I really want to go over there and talk to you (pointing to a quiet corner).  Now HBDrunk (Target) is not as touchy feely as she was on the way over.  I think they had a conversation in the bathroom and HBsmart told her she liked me and to back off.

We isolate and HBsmart bombards me with questions about myself.  I start kino hand holding and I notice that her hand is stiff and moist.  I ask her if she is nervous and she sais no and makes an excuse about the moistness.  I give her a little squeeze test and she doesn't squeeze back.

I say we should sit down and we move over 10 feet and sit.  I continue kino hand holding and her hand is till stiff.  Again I ask if she is uncomfortable and she sais as she slowly pulls her hand back and she leans back that she feel like I am getting to comfortable with her.  She asks how I got into my line of business and I give her my grounding story.

After that things went shit.  She sais:
HB: Did you really have a friend that was having problems or what is a ploy to talk to us?
Me:  (not having a clue what to say to that)  Don't be mad but I didn't know what else to say.  She kinda gigles but her body is more turned away.  I can tell she is HUGELY disapointed.  I feel her slipping away.  
Me:  That didn't mean it wasn't special.  I saw you and really wanted to meet you guys....You feel minipulated.
HB:  No, it was like you werent listening to us.  It was like you had said that to a lot of different girls...It sounded canned.  It feels like you have had this same conversation many times before.(I am shitting a brick).
It was like you didn't care what our answers were, did you really care what our answers were?  Why did you ask us that?  (she looks hurt)
Me:  I could have asked you anything.  I was just trying to start up a conversation.  I was more looking for not what you said but how you said it.
HB:  that can be deceiving.  You know when you asked if I felt manipulated?  Did you believe me?  Well, I did feel minuplated just now after knowing.
Me:  I'm sorry, I don't know what to say, you read me like a book and that kind of scares me.  I never intended to hurt you.  (this was a very emotional time for both of us.)   (We go on for anouther couple of minutes about all of this and I recover a little bit but it will never be the same).  

She can tell that I am a little deflated and she starts to rescue my feelings.  She is trying to soften the blow for me.  I can tell at this point she really cares about not destroying me.  She starts telling me nice things about me and trying to build me up.  She tells me that I am special and that she still enjoyed your conversation (she is speeking in a very nurturing tone and she is leaning in).  This goes on for anouther couple of minutes and the bouncer tells us it's time to go home.  We walk out together and she is mirroring my pace.  She sais that she is hungry.  She looks over to the sandwhich shop and sais "do they have Pizza"?  Me:  No sandwiches.  "Do they have soup?"  Me: yes they have brocolly cheese.  She gets all excited and grabs me and we walk over.  We get soup and are back on the patio.  

The conversation returns to some normalsy but I can tell that it's not the same.  We start talking about people in general and I bust out my Above the line below the line model and she loves it.  In fact she figured out the explanation about 3/4 of the way into it.  It was like she could read my fucking mind.  I felt the vibe return a little but it wouldn't be enough.  

While we were eating I started to realize that I was really falling for this chick.  I really liked her and we had a really strong emotional bond at this point.  I wasn't coming off as a bitch or suplicating or even going beta but she kept telling me that I was very confident and I would be fine.  She kept telling me that I was "good" (refering to the PU).  I told her it wasn't about being "good".  I felt something and that is why I approached them.

It felt like we were breaking up.  She was so caring and nurturning through this whole process.  She did not want to fuck me up in the head.  We started walking to the corner and I said I wanted to see her again.  She said she wouldn't see me romantically.  
Me:  You didn't feel anything for me.
HB:  I was intriqued by you.  You were very unique.
Me:  I felt like you were attrackted to me.
HB:  When, how could you tell?
Me:  You were leaning into me, playing with your hair, asking lots of Q's.
HB:  Blushes, Yes you had me.Me:  When did I lose it?  
HB:  When you started holding my hand too much.  (that was also around the time she asked if the opener was fake.  give or take 30 seconds).
Me:  I feel a really strong connection to you.  Can we see each other again?
HB:  I don't see anybody romantically.
Me:  Why, did you have your heart broken?
HB:  I'm a VIRGIN.
(Very emotional moment)
Me:  Did you think that's all I wanted you for?
HB:  I don't know.  No, not really.
(She gone on with her your special, you'll do fine, your good patter)
Me:  Do you believe in love at first sight?  
HB:  No, I think you can grow to love someone.
(This is all feeling like a break up.  She is not rushed and I can tell that she is HUGELY let down.  She was REALLY into me.  She doen't want to hurt me.  We have a genuine emotional bond, I feel like I can tell her anything)
HB:  I hope we cross path again.  I would like to see you again I just want it to be serendipity.
Me:  I don't even know you name (how could I get so far in without even asking her name?)
HB:  Big beautiful smile as she turns and walks away.

[asmokindeal]

What I generated the other night stepped my game up to the next level.

I was the mother fucking man last night. This shit is working for me now. I have controll over the outcome (good or bad) and I feel so fucking money anymore. Every night I go out it is like I am getting better (thanks Sun Slayer).

Went to a packed bar last night and opened a few sets. Found HB9 & HB7.5 in quiet area on porch. This set didn't go anywhere but I spend about 45 minutes in set about 30 of that comfort building. Under different circumstances I would have number closed.
I was fighting off an AMOG a good portion of the time. This mo-fo was downright trying to steal the frame and my set. He was relentless. I was squashing his shit right and left and finally he stopped working my target and started working the obstacle. Gravity jumped in and distracted him after a while and that really helped.
He was dropping DHV's, Telling funny storries and the whole nine yards. He was also very good looking.

AMOG: How come my last 5 girlfriends have been Bi-Sexual
Me: Dude we already talked about that 5 minutes ago, why don't you go inside and buy me a drink.
AMOG: I'm not going to buy you a drink I just met you. I can't figure it out about my last 5 girlfriends.
Me: Maybe its because you look like a girl. You have a lot of femenine features.
AMOG: Well I am a model
Me: Dude that's awsome, you should go inside and find some chicks.

I was talking way over him and pretty loud. I couldn't tell if the girls liked it or not. I wasn't going to let this fucking pretty boy fuck with my set. After Amog gave up HB9Target did stay sitting by me and reopened the conversation twice when I let it die off. Her friend wanted to leave and she was like "One more drink" but her friend wanted to go and eventually they said they were going to the bathroom and I never saw them again. I had attraction but there were so many distractions (AMOG, CockBlock, Huge Fucking fight, Cops , HELECOPTER!!!) that I just could build a bond with her. At one point while running the cube she was lit up and was in attraction but that fuck AMOG stolls back and tries to steal the frame again.

All in all I learned a lot in this set and this girl was hot.

Awsome set #2:
Headed to anouther bar and got inside but it was pretty slow. Very cute HB8 is waiting on us. This is one of those bars where the hired guns wear little skimpy beach outfits.

We were relaxing on a couch and she came over to take our order. She walks away and about 3 minutes later someone from the bar shouts over. You guys want something to drink? I point to our server and say "She's on top of it. She's doing great!" I yelled it across the room and she lit up like a christmass tree. She gave me the thumbs up and a big smile.

She comes back over and never left. It took me about 15 minutes or so of DHV stories and Spikes and finally she sat down in front of us and we started to comfort build. She starts talking about Radio Controlled something or other and I say "I fly radio controlled airplanes". You would have thought I just told her she had won the lottery because she exloded. Her eyes bulged out of her head and her mouth opened up like she was about to eat a giant dill pickle.
HB: I have always wanted an rc airplane!!!!!!! I was just talking about that with my roommate yesturday!!! We want to get one!!!!!!
(She scoots way closer and is leaning over so far she is about to fall over.) She is on cloud nine.
Me: I am a factory sponsored team pilot. I go all over the country doing air shows.
HB: Your a Lier!!!!!! That is fucking awsome!!! (She wont stop)
Me: Check this out (I bust out my PDA phone and show her a short movie clip of me flying

http://www.rcgroups.com/gallery/showphoto.php?photo=12799&sort=1&cat=500&page=1

She is practically orgasmic!!! I go on to describe my new plane that goes 170mph. We talk about this for about 5 minutes and then I am finished with my beer. She has to wait on a new customer and when she comes back I tell her we are going to split.

Even with all of that I am a little doubtful about whether or not it was real, or just a bunch of bullshit. I told her I was going to fly tomorrow and I would pick her up. She said that she was going to school in the morning (20 year old) and worked in the evening. I said I fly every saturday morning. She said "where!"

Me: I'm not sure at this point it depends. Sometime's it Phoenix and sometimes it's the east valley. Tell you what, give me your number and I will call you and we can work it out.
HB: Ok (she walks away and finds something to write on.)
HB: (Walks back over and in a quite voice) I'm not supposed to give my number out. smiles, (in louder voice) Make sure you come to the party tomorrow night. (hands me an invitation for a party at the bar thursday night with anouther smaller card behind it with her number written on it.)
Me: I'm going to call tomorrow night. When is a good time:
HB: 7:00
Me: Ok, I will call at 7:00pm, I'm only going to call once so don't miss that phone call  (smilling). (Thanks =SkyNet=)
HB: Ok, just don't get mad at me if I ask "who is this".
Me: (Putting my hand on her soft shoulder) I'm a lot cooler than that.

She smiles again really big and we walk out.

Positives: Lots of commonalities, great vibe, attraction
Negative: Very little keno

 Asmokindeal

[Limitless]

Dude, that chick was really fucking hot!  Awesome job man!  You make me wanna try MysteryMethod.

[asmokindeal]

Anouther stunning evening out on Mill.

I opened 4 seated sets and a few on the streets.

Out if the 4 seated sets I was able to isolate 1 and almost isolate #2 but was cock blocked.

Set 1:
Radiant beauty.  This girl told me she was a model and she looked every bit of a perfect 10.  AAAARRGGG this chick was amazingly beautiful.  I opened her and her friend up inside.  Ran text book MM.  After a couple of minutes they invited me to sit down with them at the bar.  I had a fair amount of attraction and she had no problems with our bodies touching side by side.

I told her I had something really amazing I wanted to show her but we needed quiet.  She made it very clear that she could only stay for 5 minutes and then she had to meet back up with her friend.  We walked out back to the porch.  I found this cozy little corner with a little 2 seat table.  There were trees and candles everywhere.  

She agreed to 5 minutes, she stayed for almost an hour and this chick was the hottest I saw all night on Mill.  (Really)
I did some chick crack on her and almost brought her to tears.  She was really moved.  We talked about her future career (she is a senior at ASU) and how she is terrified to graduate.  Her parents have already told everybody that she is going to law school to be an attorney.  

She brought down every wall she could have had and shared freely from her heart.  She was like a scared little girl.  I reasured her that she could deal with anything that life threw at her.  She was eating up my every word.

I told her a lot of motivating stuff about persuing her dreams and living a magical life.  I told her she had a lot of positive energy and that she was glowing.  She started to tear up and put her head to the side and said "I really needed to hear that".  I reached my hand out and she took it and squeezed it 3 times.  She was putty in my hand.  I was master of her domain and she was swept away into my frame.  She was smilling so big her eyes were little slits because her beautiful cheek bones were pushing them shut.  She had one of those "I'm so happy that I make a sad face" smiles.  She looked so delicious.

She came down to earth and realized that her friend was still up front.  She said that she had to go and find her friend.  She came back in a couple of minutes and said her friend had left.  She was concerned because her friend had her car keys.  She borrowed my phone and tried her friend.  eventually her friend appeared.

As we were leaving she appologized for not giving me her phone number.  She said that she had a BF.

I would have loved to see her again but it was a treat just to spend an hour of my evening with this amazing creature.  I didn't duplicate the exact look that I had with HBsmart the other night but it was so close.  We shared little moments on a few occassions where we were just holding each others eye contact and smilling from ear to ear and just glowing for a couple of seconds.  There was a moment where i thought to myself... I think I got this chick hooked.

Set 2 was short but sweet.  No number close but but I had this little cutie HB8 lit up from ear to ear.  I had run the esp and anouther trick on her and nailed both.  Again she was smiling so big her cheek bones were pushing her eyes shut.  This set lasted about 15 minutes and then a bunch of her friends jouned us and I lost the frame (3 chodes).  I tried to isolate her using the same "I have something really amazing to show you" but her friends gave her the "are you fucking crazy" look when she said she would be back.

I was working the obstacle but she jumped up to go get her friends that had just showed up.  I couldn't build anything with the obstacle.  I ended up just bailing because all of her friends were like "we havn't seen her in a while, we wanted to hand out with her".

I ejected and didn't get the number.  I had lot of attraction but when her friends showed up it was shattered.  I had no comfort or commonalities so fell apart as quick as I built it.  It's ok because I know what I did wrong and I can work on it next time.

I am sharing these amazingly happy moments with these females.  They look so beautiful when they are in attraction and glowing.  Neither one of these chicks really bonded with me on a deep enough level to abandon the frame they were caught up in before I opened up the set however.  

I am starting to really love spending time with these woman.  They just look at me in the most amazing way when I get them into comfort.  I can smile at them from ear to ear and look into their eyes and they return the same look and smile.  I am getting down my nurturing voice for when we are in comfort and they are sharing their fears, dreams inner most thoughts.  This is really fun.

I am looking foward to actually getting somethign out of it other than butterflies in my stomach and more experience.  I get better with every single set.

As I was walking back to my car this big frat looking guy starts talking to me.  We talked for about 20+ minutes.  Turns out he is the president of the largest frat house on ASU campus.  He invited me back to the house for a tour.  We went into a room with 3 chodes and 2 chicks.  Both chicks were adorable.  One of them offered me a sip of her beer (it was so cute).  10 minutes later she offered me anouther sip of her beer.  I took her up on both sip opportunities.  I left with the Pres shortly after that and then drove home.

Later

Asmokindeal

[gravity]

Sweet - you had an awesome night too!
Getting invited to the frat house - I'm pretty sure that's worth one free cool stamp in your passport.

[asmokindeal]

Saturday Night Went Great

Walked all over Mill and into one of my regular places.  I see one of the beer company promotions models outside from the night earlier.  HB8Asian.  This girl was my obstacle from last night.  She immediately lights up.  She is hanging with HB9Blonde.  HB8Asian introduces me and goes on and on about how cool I am .  She Totally socially proofs me.

I asked HB8Asian if she had seen HB10 from last night and if they had talked about what I showed her.  She said no and HB9Blonde was like "what did you show her?"  all inquisitive.  I said "it was a personality test but your on the clock and we would have to sit down."  She said "I can sit down"

I let her beg a little but finally sit and do chick crack.  30 minutes later HBAsian joins us and I start reading her palm.  At this point I have 2 promotions models sitting isolated with me in a dark quiet corner and they are hanging on my every word.  

HBAsian sais "Oh, you have to meet my friends!"  She runs away and hauls over HB8short and HBbrit7.

They literally beg me to read their palms.  They both pull up chairs and now I have 4 woman surrounding me.  I am reading their palms and 2 more promotions models (HB11 & HB 8.5)  find their friends in the back.  
I think that HB11 is HB10 from the night before and open her all friend like and give her a hug.  It wasn't her but it was a chick I did know.

So to clear up all of the confusion I now have 6 hot woman surrounding me.  We are a group of 7 (including myself) for a couple of minutes and then the last two girls to show up said good by.

I work the 4 set for about 30 more minutes telling DHV stories and keno escelating HBshort because she seems to be really into me.  After 30 minutes the last two promotions models said goodbye.  

No it is down to two HB's.  They are both really having fun and keep saying over and over how much they love me and how cool I am .

In conclusion.  They said they had to leave and HBshort tried to number close me.  She literally stuttered like porky pig for about 3 seconds trying to get the words out of her mouth.  Finally I raised my finger to her mouth and said "I got it"  I pulled out my phone and she gave me her number.  Her friend took my number and called me with it.

We parted ways.

Toward the end I had my hand around HBshort and on occassion I would remove it and wait and then put it on her knee.  She even moved so she could sit indian style so that her knee was higher, making it easier for me to touch.

HBshort on left (Target) & HBBrit on Right (obstacle)

[BigHurt]

Now thats what I call "FUCKIN $$$!"  I got to role to Phoenix to see you in action!!!  Way to go man!!!

[vellers]

Man,

      That is awesome.  You are Inspiration incarnate.

Vellers

[asmokindeal]

Important Please Read

It felt like we were breaking up.  She was so caring and nurturning through this whole process.  She did not want to fuck me up in the head.  We started walking to the corner and I said I wanted to see her again.  She said she wouldn't see me romantically.  
Me:  You didn't feel anything for me.
HB:  I was intriqued by you.  You were very unique.
Me:  I felt like you were attrackted to me.
HB:  When, how could you tell?
Me:  You were leaning into me, playing with your hair, asking lots of Q's.
HB:  Blushes, Yes you had me.Me:  When did I lose it?  
HB:  When you started holding my hand too much.  (that was also around the time she asked if the opener was fake.  give or take 30 seconds).
Me:  I feel a really strong connection to you.  Can we see each other again?
HB:  I don't see anybody romantically.
Me:  Why, did you have your heart broken?
HB:  I'm a VIRGIN.
(Very emotional moment)
Me:  Did you think that's all I wanted you for?
HB:  I don't know.  No, not really.
(She gone on with her your special, you'll do fine, your good patter)
Me:  Do you believe in love at first sight?  
HB:  No, I think you can grow to love someone.
(This is all feeling like a break up.  She is not rushed and I can tell that she is HUGELY let down.  She was REALLY into me.  She doen't want to hurt me.  We have a genuine emotional bond, I feel like I can tell her anything)
HB:  I hope we cross path again.  I would like to see you again I just want it to be serendipity.
Me:  I don't even know you name (how could I get so far in without even asking her name?)
HB:  Big beautiful smile as she turns and walks away.

That's not exactly what happened...

After she told me that she was a V (virgin) I said "I'm a virgin too" (true).  She almost fell over
HB:  Your lying, now I know your lying.
Me:  I swear to god.  I can prove it. (I pull out my cell phone)
HB:  No I believer you, I don't want to talk to anybody.  (it is about 3:30 in the morning).
Me:  Do you really believe me?
HB:  No, not really.  
(We stand there for a quite moment)
HB:  How come your a V?   (She is very confused, 2 minutes ago she is convinced that I am a man-whore that she doesn't trust herself around and isn't good for her and is bent on her vaginal destruction)
Me:  I was waiting for marriage.  Why are you a V?
HB:  I havn't found the right person.  Why are you in bars talking to girls I don't understand.  What are you looking for?   (She is still very confused, almost disoriented).

We talk for a few more minutes about our connection but my frame is shot and I didn't realize untill later that she wanted me to sweep her off of her feet by taking controll.  She didn't want to leave.  Everytime she started to walk away and I re-iniated the conversation she moved right back over to me and started engaging in the conversation again.

Now I think about this chick all the time.  I have been going out and running awsome sets but I am really just walking around the area where I met her all night looking for her in any of the dozen bars in walking distance.  Last night I went out but didn't open a single cold set.

I have oneitis over a chick I don't even know.   :cry:   I think it is part fantasy and part real connection.  I always hoped I would lose my V to a V.  One of the reasons that I stopped waiting was because I am getting way to old to be a V and for it to anything but pathetic (twentyfuckingeight).  Kids these days lose their V around the age of 13 so there arent many of them out there my age or over the age of 21ish.  So I find this chick make a huge connection with her and find out she's a Virgin.  I don't think she is a soul-mate or anyting like that but we hit it off huge.

My delima is that I am afraid that I will see this chick in a week or two and she's going to ask me "are you really a virgin?"  I will then reply "I was the night I met you but I fucked a randon stranger just last night as a matter of fact."  And lose out on any chance of ever having this chick.

My game is getting pretty good and its only a matter of days if not hours before I will get "lucky".  Every time I hook a set I bring the chick to a magical place where they stop looking around, looking at their watch, re-filling their drink, looking at their phone and are just mezmorized.

This all came to a head last night when I was at one of my regular places and the hired gun waitress (HB8) dressed up in her sexy outfit number closes AND set up a day 2 for thursday. :wink:  With me!  She just said "what are you doing thursday?"  
Me:  Why?
HB:  I want to hang out with you.

Holy shit that has never happened to me in my entire fucking lifetime.
2 weeks ago getting laid was a fantasy, now it feels innevetable.  Also we are meeting at a place where I am very socially proofed.  I'm not saying this chick is going to want to fuck me that night or anyting but It could happen.

I think that's about all.

Asmokindeal

PS.  If you feel like talking shit, it better be original. :wink: